Our Household’s Adoption Odyssey


This November my older son turned 18 years previous. It was a milestone for all of us — particularly contemplating that, 20 years in the past, I wasn’t positive if I might ever be a mother.

My husband and I received married in October 2000. Two years later, we felt it was time to have a child. What we had as an alternative was unhappiness, frustration, an ectopic being pregnant, and a miscarriage. Our infertility specialist couldn’t clarify why we couldn’t have a child. After 12 months and a half with no solutions, I had had sufficient.

We attended an info session on worldwide adoption. The audio system talked about the completely different nations that had been open to adoption by dad and mom within the U.S. Once they spoke about Guatemala, one thing clicked. And so my husband and I started our adoption odyssey.

Navigating a Mountain of Paperwork

To be authorized for adoption, we would have liked letters of suggestions from shut associates, employment histories, and bodily clearances from our docs. We wanted financial institution statements and copies of tax kinds. We needed to write our autobiographies and speak about what sort of dad and mom we wished to be. We had interviews with social staff. We received fingerprinted for prison background checks. And simply after we thought we had been executed, all of the paperwork needed to be translated into Spanish. The file, at one level, was about 5 inches thick.

Then, on November 10, 2004, I received an e mail at work saying, “Meet Child Pownall!” I known as my husband, who additionally works at Independence Blue Cross, and advised him to come back as much as my desk. We opened the e-mail’s attachment and noticed a photograph of the little boy who would grow to be our son. Parenthood was lastly taking place!

Ready for the Name

The subsequent eight months had been a mixture of pleasure and nervousness. First, we turned to on-line assist teams to assist us get via it; then we began our personal assist group. This allowed us to make real-life, private connections with different households from our adoption company who had been additionally ready for “the decision” to convey residence their youngsters.

When that decision lastly got here and we flew to Guatemala Metropolis, 4 different households from our assist group had been additionally there, so we did every little thing collectively. We ate breakfast within the morning, swam within the resort pool with the youngsters within the afternoon, and realized methods to change diapers, burp infants, and wash onesies in a resort sink.

We traveled to Antigua — the previous capital of Guatemala — and had been amazed by the structure of the centuries-old metropolis and by the wild parrots that lived in its gardens. My Spanish improved immensely, due to the very affected person resort staff who helped me as I stumbled via their language. Being out of the country, surrounded by our neighborhood of associates, was a beautiful approach to begin motherhood.

After about three weeks, our paperwork was finalized, and we got here residence to the U.S. with our son.

Adopting Our Second Son

About three years later we determined to undertake once more. This time we selected to undertake via the U.S. foster care system. The hefty paperwork requirement was about the identical, minus the translations.

Our second son got here to us as a four-year-old — which, as we quickly realized, may be very completely different than adopting an toddler. Though he may stroll, discuss, and feed himself, he additionally had reminiscences of his foster household. He was visibly confused about transferring between households. He bonded in a short time to my husband however didn’t simply join with me. That made me very unhappy.

A New Set of Parenting Challenges

Wanting again, I wasn’t as ready as I ought to have been for the emotional influence of adoption for our youthful son. He had skilled deep losses that he was struggling to course of.

The methods we had used to nurture and create stability for our older son didn’t work for our youthful son as a result of they had been at two completely different developmental phases. Our youthful son would inform us he missed his grandma and older sister and ask us when he may see them. That made me really feel like a failure as his mother. My husband felt responsible as a result of he had a powerful bond with our new son that I couldn’t replicate. These tensions affected our older son, too.

Fortunately, the adoption neighborhood is filled with assets — as a result of whereas adoption is a good factor, it might additionally set off intense feelings in each youngster and adults.

It took us some time, however with the assistance of some therapists, the 4 of us realized methods to construct belief, and we now operate effectively as a household.

Parenting Adopted Versus Organic Youngsters

There have been some bumps within the street alongside the best way. However, my associates who’ve their very own organic youngsters have at all times assured us that these bumps are a part of parenting any little one.

In fact, our youngsters have extra complicated questions about issues like their delivery dad and mom and their racial and ethnic identities. However as a household, we even have loads of “regular” child struggles with homework, associates, and fights over who will get the Xbox…and shortly, who will get to make use of the automobile.

Adoption Has Been a Present

I’m grateful for the various communities that supported us on our journey to grow to be a household. Our employer’s adoption depart coverage allowed us to take days without work to bond with our youngsters, and so they offered a beneficial stipend that helped cowl a few of our adoption prices.

We’re nonetheless associated with the adoptive dad and mom from our assistance group. Our boys have grown up collectively figuring out different households that in some methods are similar to theirs — however, in different methods, confirmed how superbly varied a household might be. Lecturers, steering counselors, social staff, and therapists had been instrumental in serving to us develop and reinforce the bonds of security and belief which are crucial for robust households.

And, most of all, we’ve to thank our sons’ delivery dad and mom, who made unbelievable sacrifices and entrusted us to lift their youngsters. All these persons are the explanations why my husband and I are in a position to name ourselves as dad and mom… READ MORE



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